You're all alone....

all these people around me, I just can't handle all this pain! I wanna live the life, build my own life... but I can't do it without any independence, how could I get that? where from?!

I've become so numb...

I know I have never been perfect, so why are they talking about me like that? what have they seen? I'm not the one they want. I'm just a kid... a stupid kid...!!!

I've never been perfect but neither have you...

I'm lost... "lost in the nothingness inside of me" you know what? I'm not gonna change, even a little bit. you know why? 'cause I don't wanna be the victim of my life. "so let mercy come, and wash away, what I've done ..."

It's just one day, "day after day, time pass away..." It all will pass ... and then... "the sun will set for you..."

and it's then when it'll shine throughout my world... and it's me, the one who laughs at all the resents and sorrows .... and will say: "no more sorrow, I've paid for your mistakes"!

It starts again...

"so many hearts have been broken by the lies of history, and so many arms are still open for the final mystery. so we must show respect for all the rest..."

My heart IS broken and my arms are wide open....