mikham harf bezanam harki hoseleye shenidan nadare nakhoone plz.

ye doreyi bood ke be hame vabaste boodam, harkiyam ke bahash harf mizadam mishod ye vabastegiye jadid tooye zendegim. vali kheyli bad shod vasam. ashkamo haroom kardam vase vabastegiyam, zendegimo, azizamo... baad fek kardam, khob hala ke in kar nemikone, biya o baraxesho emtahan kon...
gharar shod be kasi vabaste nasham magar inke bedoonam liyaghate fekro zehne mano dare. gozashto gozasht ta residam inja. hich vaght hata fekresham nemikardam ke ye kelase koochooloo ba 10ta hamkelasi joori dele mano bebare ke...
hich vaght fek nemikardam be jayi beresam ke niyaz dashte basham ba kasi harf bezanam o vaseye inkar, be har gholabi chang bendazam.
sakhte midooni? vaghti doret pore az adam, harjoor ke fek koni az hamejaye in 2nyaye gonde, vali to ba hichkodoom harf nemizani chon midooni agaramchizi begi oona nemifahman, na inke nafahman, dark nemikonan

Be ghole mehdi ahmadi too shabhaye roshan: "adama donbale ye kasi migardan ke bahash 2kalame harf bezanan, chera bayad donbale oon begarde vaghti khodesh has taze ba khodesh mitoone bishtar az 2 kalame harf bezane o az hame ham bishtar khodesho dark kone"
hala motmaeen nisam hamin bood ya na vali be har hal in mazmoono dasht.

tanhayi sakhte ... vaghti ye alame harf dari too galooto nemidooni koja dad bezani sakhte ... sakht tar az oon ine ke khodeto ghane koni ke hamine ke has...

man daram sakhtarin karo anjam midam, albate ba omide inke ye rooz be khodam begam: tamoom shod, gozasht...
o0o0o0o0o0fffffffffff ye nafase rahat